First Trip : Pangandaran

We're just got home after we spent 3 days together in Pangandaraan~ ;D ;D ;D

I literally can't stop smiling 'cause it's our first trip together and it's the best weekend (you said it yourself :p) ever for us~

Remember when I ask you over and over to come with me?

Remember how happy I was when you said your mom give you the permission to go?

Remember how excited I was on the D-day?

Remember how we got stuck in the car for almost 11 hours?

Remember how we sneakily holding each other hand?

I do.

I remember how we took a walk in the second day, holding each other hand, walked along the beach then we rented a couple bike but then the chains broke.

I remember that we bought ice cream and ate it while walking to the east beach.

I remember how we ate so much sea food for lunch (and how you always said you don't want this or that but end up ate it all)

I remember how we played in the beach, how you stared at me deeply for a long time and said I'm pretty even though I know my hair was so messy I must look so ugly. 

I remember how we rent some board and play in the sea, giggling, pulling each other and all.

I also remember how we took a walk together at night to buy some souvenirs (but we end up only with 3 balls keychain XD)

And I remember that the first thing that crossed my mind in the morning is you.

I remember we ate breakfast together with my mom and my sis and you look as good as you usually do even though you haven't take a bath yet. You smelled nice too.

I remember we holding each other hands again on the way home and you took a pic of me while I'm sleeping which turn out so ugly so I deleted it. Why you always take ugly pictures of me? -_-

After all, I'm feeling so happy and I hope you do, too.

Let's have more trips together in the future and have fun together until we grow old :3

I love youuu~

PS : I don't know if I'm weird but I think it's something worth to write here.

When we were playing in the beach, I look at you - I must admit you look good that time but please don't be overconfident - you only allowed to look good in front of me >:(

and then I thought..

woah, look at this guy beside me.

I'm having so much fun with him.

We even go together now with my family - something that I can't even imagined years ago - you know why.

What would happen if I hadn't met him?

... I'm so grateful to know you.

And I hope you do, too. :)

Brunch Rambling

Just finish eating my brunch now and all I can think is I miss you.

What are you doing now?

 Probably drawing or checking some data that I won't understand even if you show me. 

Or having some chit-chat with you coworkers.

Or doing some discussion with your manager (since last saturday he is so busy?)

Or maybe you're peeing.

Or simply browsing since you don't have ongoing project currently.

Or you're just thinking about me. tehee :p

I don't know where I'm going with this post but all I want to say is I miss you :c

I'm a spoiled kid - and I'm happy

hee hee hee hee hee.

I'm literally smiling from ear to ear now.

You're just go home from my house and I can't stop thinking how you always spoiled me :3

I always said (and you admit too) that you're the most unromantic person out there and how I'd love to have a romantic bf but I gotta admit that.. You do are romantic in your own way. 

I decided to write our memories in this blog so later I can still remember every single pieces of us, and I think it'd be fun too to read it together later (when we're old already? or when we're having our 1st anniv dinner? Or 2nd? 3rd? :p)

The story starts when you're SO busy with your work recently, starting from Monday.

You went home really late at night at Monday and Tuesday and me, wanting to be a good understanding gf told you it's okay and told you to get plenty of rest. I do mean that but in the other hand, I kinda miss you. We barely chat since you're busy and I fully understand that you're tired (you even apologized to me for being busy that you don't have much time to have a chat with me) but me being a kiddo, half of me just don't want to understand. :'<

Then at Wednesday, you went to the mall with your mom and dad and told me you'll call me later. At this point the kiddo in me is happy already that finally we got a chance to have a real chat after a while. But then again you came home late (around 10.. I guess?) 

Then you called me and at that time I think you're tired already so there's not much conversations going on and I started to sulk.. like "You've been so busy this week so we got no chance to have a proper chat and this is all we got to say?"

So childish, I know.

Then I started to sulk some more and just stay silent during the call and you do, too.

Oh, I'm sick at that moment but I didn't tell you before hand cause if you knew you wouldn't call me, you'll just told me to sleep so.. yeah.

I remember I said I miss you and I want to meet you and ask you to come to my house 'cause I'm sick too but you said you're busy blah blah blah..

I ended up angry at you. hahahha.

The next day I thought we're still mad at each other and there are no way you'll come to my house..

so I didn't take a bath. LOL but in my defense 70% is because I'm sick.. the other is laziness.

but suddenly you chat me and told me you brought me some ice cream.

I still mad and I remember I told you I still don't want to meet you but to see you in front of my house, even after I mad at you for childish and silly reason, I gotta admit that I'm happy.

I told you to come inside and we ended up smiling and staring at each other like a fool :3

HEE HEE HEE.

Problem solved.

So.. I'm a spoiled kid - and I'm happy~